i know i should respect ur decisions. It's ur freedom. I no longer have the rights to interfere.
Was shocked when she told me whom she saw with him on his car.
N i thought tt i've got over everything.
5 years of waiting..
5 years of being hopeful 4 ur return..
Felt uneasy when she asked me bout him.
Asked if i missed him.
Ask how i'll feel if he leaves me forever and never return.
So irritated by these questions.
Maybe it's her, that's y.
At least, i was strong.
Maybe i just didn't expect tt things'll turn out like this.
I'm so naive.
I thought tt after ur return, and everything'll turn out fine.
But it'll never happen this way.
Y did u change so much?
I used to adore u..
Now.. i think..
i hate u.
Today's a good day.. heeZ.
Quite freaked out in the morning.. not bcos of the release of the pw results, but cos of the 2.4 test. My weakest item since sec 1..lol. Couldn't attain a gold for several years bcos of tt running thing.. hmph.. But luckily, for my v.last Nafah test in my life.. i finally got the gold award i wanted le!.. heeZ. Thanks Yuan.. for motivating me throughout the run. But so sorry tt i slowed u down.. Anyway, my sit-n-reach has deproved le.. I'm becoming inflexible.. =(
PW results.. 20/04 did well.. heeZ. So happy for the class.. Mrs Ip's so happy too lo, gave us break during Econs tutorial to discuss bout celebrations plans.. kekeZ.
Did class project till tan bo starts. My only CO prac for this week.. The number or prac's reducing for me.. heheZ. Zhang lao shi released the non-SYF ppl at around 7pm.. Rushed home to watch Love @ Dolphin Bay.. haaX.
XMS Chi dancers got another gold award!.. HeeZ.. Well done girls!.. 3 consecutive years le. Mrs Lim must be so proud of them.
AJ dance got gold w honours!.. So good lo.. hahaX. Leng & SH r so happy now.. Glad for them too.. Congrets! =)
Suddenly thought of the past 2 dance SYFs.. esp. the one during sec 2.. where we got into the top 10. Sort of miss chi dance.. yupZ.. Maybe should have continue dance instead of being so determined to join CO after being so impressed wif wat Puay Shi said bout AJCO.. hm.. Dunno la.
10th April's Liang's b'day..
11th April -> Shu Hui's b'day..
14th April.. Kent..
18th April, L.Kai & Wee Liang..
20th, Yin Kun's b'day..
22nd, Mummy's b'day..
25th, Fur's b'day..
27th, Uncle's b'day..
HapPy BiRthdAy to all!.. So many April babies.. I gonna be so broke le lo.. (=.=")
5th april was Wei Wei's b'day.. So we had steamboat dinner to celebrate tt. The way tt D & Wei2 kept serving me fishballs is so funnny.. heeZ. And 8 ppl managed to finish a 1.5kg cake in just a few mins. Tt's like.. so amazing.(=.=")
7th april.. Da jie da's birthday!.. Didn't do anything on the actual day cos i'm dismissed late and Jq has CO pract i think.. So postponed everything to Fri. Initial plans was to surprise her with a cake & have a picnic gathering in Pasir Ris Park, then changed to Bishan Park, and later changed to Cafe Cartel. Then everyone kept requesting Cadet to do some lame dares.. poor thing.. HeeZ. As usual, i'm still on the neutral policy so don't feel tt guilty larX. Confession session again, and then i reallised tt so many ppl actually do discuss bout tt incident.. wow. It just feels weird to have ppl dicussing bout u when u don't really knoe them well. :x
Went home with JQ.. and we kinda cleared each other's doubts.. loL. Sorry JQ.. tt i didn't tell u those stuff personally, but thanks for the support u gav me all along. U must jia You also worZ~.. =)
Happy Birthday to Ray Ng on 8th April too..
9th April.. XMS homecoming. Sorry Cadet.. to make u wait for soOo long on both days.. sorry sorry. Anyway, not many ppl went back on tt day. Had a long talk with Ms Ong, glad to knoe tt things r fine 4 her now. Mrs Lim's son is simply soOo adorable.. heeZ. Seems like he has endless energy, and he didn't even cry when he accidentally banged his head. And Zt kept saying tt his english is better than us. Really impressed by the way he treats kids..=)
To all dance members.. Jia You.. for the upcoming SYF =)
Hm.. "pretty good chance" does not means must be rite?.. Anyway, u do hav lots of female frens who does support u. Like YC.. ur classmates.. ur teakwondo frens.. Yup, they really do trust u. Anyway, so u said i'm always the winner.. Makes me think lots bout tt comment.. Have i really won b4? Y do i have a v.deep impression tt i'm always the one to apologise first? Okie.. maybe not every single time, but at least majority of the times rite.. Watever it is, thanks ew, for asking him to settle things asap.. yupZ. And in particular, really sorry to ting & Kai.. Sorry.. 4 all the uproar and arguements.. sorry Sorry..
And to u.. Jia You ba. Ur frens r nice ppl. They'll continue to support u. Best of luck~ =)
So today's April's Fool day.. we gals thought of a rather silly joke.. intending to play in on the guys larX.. But apparently, our acting skills aren't good enuff.. so it's more of making a fool of ourselves.. loL. At least, some guys really thought tt there's sth wrong with their eyes when they can't see Desmond.. loL. And sad to say.. Mr Tham actually diverted the joke at us.. Poor Pauline.. haiZ. But well.. at least, we did hav fun.. =)
2day's the 1st fri in this yr tt i get to go home straight after lessons.. yuPz. Cos i don't have to go to da zu.. Oh well.. though i've got over it long ago, but somehow.. still keep recalling the moment when CY & KW came over to console me XN.. I really wasn't sad, but well.. gotta admit tt i felt really terrible when i saw how much they care and how bad kw felt.. But really.. it's alright. There's still a concert to look work hard for rite? heez.. Anyway, 33 more days left.. so jia you for SYF! =)
Spent the whole evening watching MTVs.. so SianZ.. It feels so boring to slack..(=.=")
