Current feeling:
Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most. (Please Vote)
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Yea, tt quiz result kind of describe my feelings now. I'm exhausted..feel stupid.. searching for the optimistic side of me.. Lots of homework to catch up on.. Honestly, i don't mind doing piles of work if i know how to do them. It gives me the satisfaction tt i know and understand tt topic. (Crazy thought..) But imagine tis senerio: Spending 2 whole hours on a Sci tutorial, trying only 5 questions, and u didn't get a single question right after so much scribbling and calculations. Stupid me.. why in the world did i choose this path.. giving up my fav.subject and challenge tis subject which i hate so much and can't do well in since pri sch.. To make it worse, i can't study smart.. and study hard seems useless when u don't have a good foundation too..
CO's fun.. my seniors r so friendly.. But i yearn to perform at the Esplanade.. Cool manz..to perform there.. But that means sacrificing more study time for practice.. Adds up to about 4 times a week.. I can't afford that.. Sianz..
I've merged into a group in class.. and made friends in CO too.. No more a lost soul in sch.. I love tt feeling of secure.. when u knoe u'll always have company throughout the day.. But still miss my close friends.. and ex-colleagues..
Realise tt being late can be "addictive".. I hate cutting things fine.. Being tt famous late comer in class.. Leaving a bad impression for my PDG tutor.. But the ironic thing is tt i leave my hse at 6.30am everyday.. ample time for me to get to sch..
Nafah test is coming.. 2.4km's a nightmare.. Hate the feeling tt i'm the only girl in the class who always fails to complete tt without becoming all pale in the face.. I knoe tt when ur vision turns blur and everything appears white to u isn't a good sign.. but don't ask me to see a doctor horz.. I won't do tt..
Can't catch up with my studies, piles of homework for me to do.. fail to complete 2.4km.. Horrible week... sianz..
You have a Calm Soul! Being calm and cool is what
you do best. You collected thoughts and always
positive attitude make you very bright and
logical. When theres a problem, you know how to
approach it, and solve it. Your friends rely on
you on their problems, and your shoulder for
their crying. You are peaceful, and enjoy
nature and freedom. You rarely get angry and
hardly scream, which makes you good with kids.
You seem to be in tune with the world and if
anything goes wrong, you always bounce back.
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Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most
of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but
Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure
Angels always appear when a child is born, when
a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their
first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear
in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold
wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and
show their love to everyone in the world.
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5th April
5th of each month.. tt's a v.special day for me.. and used to be a v.happy day for all the temp workers at Green Book too. Yupyupz.. guess so ba.. it's PAY DAY!!.. Doiz.. But since all of them were told to leave by Feb.. (except Eeling,Seng Leong & nelson), they don't have any more checks to claim le.. haizi.. Anyway, as promised on the last day i left Promedias, i rushed there from sch.. V.tiring lehz!! Lessons end at about 5pm, then the full timers work till 5.45pm.. 45 mins for me to rush all the way to office. But luckily there's tis super invension called the MRT.. lolz.. Reached there in about 30mins..hax
Anyway, as i was walking through tt long long route to the office, i met the wai4 ji2 workers again. But instead of going off for work, think they were heading for their hostel.. As usual, they stared at me like i'm an alien or sth.. lolz. Vv.happy to reach the office.. Walked past the tiny counter near the front door.. Can still recall how i felt on my 1st day there, hahax. Anyway, as i walked past the info department,every1 called out to me lyk i'm some sort of movie star, lolz.. Some even cheered... crazy horz?? Anyway,1st person i talked to was Lynn.. But wellz, as expected, she's v.cool lehz.. Used to guide me when i was at the info department de, but doubt she still rmb my name le larz..
Anyway,realised the ppl who called out to me r E-hui,Sumei,Charlene and Nelson.. Vv.surprised lehz.. cos i wasn't under them.. Maybe cos i always went over to their department to bother Puay Shi they all.. kekez, and they always ask me to do corrections.. lolz.. Till we noe each other le... Chat with them for quite some time..and i kept complaining JC life v.stressful.. They kept encouraging me though..v.touched!
There was tis guy from the Sales Deparment who kind of escot me to the Accounts Department to collect the paycheck, then he keep praising AJ.. duhz.. Joked a lot with me too.. lyk i'm his old fren or sth..,budden... i dun even noe his name lehz..doiz..
After tt.. is visiting the Designers Department!! Heheez.. First thought was to look for Kayling.. then i saw her in Victor's office..tt fish tank, hahax. She didn't change much lehz.. looks as adorable as b4! When she saw me,she nearly hug me arz.. hahax.. Saw Reena too.. poor her.. still alone in tt tiny department.. so lonely.. Used to visit her to keep her company,but now no chance le..haiz.. She had an excuse to visit me too - As me to do blue conversations.. lolz.. Since Reena & Vas found my name quite hard to pronnounce, they called me blue galz.. lolz.. Vv.sad tt Michelle, Joey, Seng Leong & Alan weren't around.. The designers office looks so bare and cold.. haiz.. Last time,when all the temp workers were around,we practically had to squeeze in tt tiny office.. But now.. tt place looks so bare to me.. haiz.. Talked a lot to Winnie & Eli.. Then tt David keep dao-ing me.. lyk i'm disrupting their work.. Budden it's lyk i juz guai guai sit there,look at them designing tt cd-rom thing and chat with them.. Didn't even distract them.. haiz.. Furthermore, is only 10mins,still can't tolerate me.. (=.=")..
Went to look for Angeline at the info department since David wasn't v.happy with me.. Then vv.bu hao yi si tt Angeline asked the accounts auntie to go away first juz to chat with me.. hax.. Used to be intimidated by her.. but realised tt she's vv.friendly.. Then she kept consoling me cos i didn't made it to the JC of my 1st choice.. and said alot of things about my family.. Muz be Xiao Gu told her everything.. haizi.. Seems to knoe me vv.well.. V.scary lehz.. Anyway, she invited me to go back to help out in tis Dec hols worz,hehez. But dunno if i got tt time anot.. haizi..
Saw Victor too.. but don't have time to talk to him.. cos I'm going off with Kayling,Eli & Winnie.. then they were waiting for me to finish my conversation with Angeline.. Wanted to say "hi" to Victor.. but he's juz lyk XM's ex-principal, Mr Lee.. got chang2 pian1 da4 lun4 de.. Confirm will say alot of inspiring things to me.. spend a lot of time.. So too bad.. bu hao yi si let the ladies wait..
While walking out, Winnie & Eli kept analysing my uniform.. lolz.. says i look werid in it, realli lyk xiao mei mei, not tt Huiqi they used to work with.. lolz.. Cos i looked my matured in my office clothes marz.. lolz..=p (bhb..)
Kayling was rather quiet all the while.. then Winnie & Eli said tt she got alot of things to say to me.. Vv.happy to hear tt worz.. maybe cos Kayling considered as her best student,kekez.. And we were rather close de.. used to buy lunch together.. though is usually Alan eat with me.. Rmb tt her eyes were shui3 weng1 weng1 when i was told to stop work for the 1st time, and tt joy on her face when i return.. then the disappointment tt i'm quitting to study.. She gave me a card worz.. and a bookmark.. Vv.happy lehz.. Though i don't realli understand wat she wrote, (her chi too pro le larz) i noe she's vv.happy to have me tis tu2 di4.. kekez..
Met Michelle(info dept de) on the bus.. chat for qt long.. lyk lao peng you.. heheez.. Realli miss every1 at Promedia a lot.. esp.Kayling.. Puay Shi.. Hui Lin.. Mei Ling.. Lay Yin.. Ming2.. Charmaine.. Li2.. Seng Leong.. Nelson.. Yan.. Reena.. Eli.. Winnie.. Ann Soon.. Amanda.. Fang Ru.. Xin Ru.. Ee Ling.. Regina.. Yu Jia.. E-hui.. Joey.. Michelle(s).. Sumei.. Victor.. Angeline.. Eve.. Argh... Every1 larz!... =p
Temporary lectures are over.. Shld i rejoice? Guess there's not much difference as compared to my permanant timetable.. haix..
1st Sci pract in aj tis morning.. Realise tt pure sci is realli ma1 fan2, have to take so many steps de..hax.. Furthermore, i haven't been into a sci lab for about.. 4months+? Yea..tt's pretty long ago.. Can still rmb clearly tt i said "good-bye" to sci practs though.. But now... haiz... Unexpected... (=.=")
Anyway, today's XM Homecoming Day.. Heheez.. Finally something worth looking forward to after a long hectic week.. But the blasting music's a torture for the eardrums.. lol.. Every1 had to buy $10 worth coupons, but i spend only $2 though.. haiz.. Of cos, i'll rather find a quiet place and have a chat with frens as compared to squeezing through tt crowd in the canteen to get some food.. It's so hot & stuffy there, plus i practically have to shout till my throat's sore when communicating with some1.. Nevertheless, being able to meet frens and teachers is worth the trip.. The feeling of "home".. lol..
Anyway.. had a mini celebration for Jess tis afternoon too.. It's a tough job trying to hold her back and dragging her to the isolation area though.. Luckily i managed tt with the help of JY & JQ.. or else.. realli dui4 bu4 qi3 Qn! Some1 so ti3 tie1, baked a b-day cake specially for her,and asked so many ppl to sing the birthday song for her.. Plus tt marzipan on the cake... Tt's realli realli hard to make de! Tried to make tt a couple of times but failed.. simply bcos i dun have the patience to wait for 24 hrs for it to be ready for use.. But Qn managed to do tt!.. Hahax,jess.. muz zhen1 xi1 worz, hahax ;p
Anyway, had a rather interesting meal at Yoshinoya after homecoming... Though it was "freezing cold" at the table.. lolz... Ppl da qing ma qiao de.. kekez.. Better stop describing tt le.. will let me have goosebumps all over again, lolz..
Oh yar.. Heard pretty interesting stories from their conversations today.. Apparently, there's some pretty interesting events taking place in Ch's life, lolz.. Ch.. good luck worz.. kekeez.. (U noe wat i mean.. Jia you worz!~ ;p )
