Teachers' day celebration today.. Well, we started off with the Fun Dance in the morning.. cos it's ACES day oso.. Honestly, i can't rmb the last time when i participated actively in it.. Not even in primary school.. hahax.. Last time realli lyk a wooden block.. won't even sway de.. :S So i can kind of understand why my pri sch friends were so surprised when they heard tt i'm in Chinese Dance lorx.. lol..
Well.. tis morning.. gotta carry 2 bags of cookies to sch.. We gave out 14 boxes tis morning.. and i was carrying 5 containers.. + a special cookie.. hahax.. Luckily.. i'm used to carrying staff.. so it's nt tt heavy.. Juz kinda scared tt the cookies'll break cos they r fragile.. Well.. as promised, Heli brought JY's mm cookie lorx.. hahax.. then we gave it to the guy.. Budden horx.. he lyk don't appreciate our efforts de.. :( Then as for jess's... she wanted to giv.. then don't want to give.. Then after tt, requested for me to pass to him, then don't want again.. duhz.. In the end.. threw the whole box away.. haiz.. She baked tt herself de lehx.. Wat a pity.. :( Well.. as what CH sweared yesterday.. tt she won't pass mine to tt guy de.. But in the end.. she asked JQ to help her pass.. intelligent horx.. hax.. But think it's bcos she didn't dare to approach.. hahax.. cos... *her hermz*.. ;) Then in order to "thank" her for her efforts, i realli passed it to tt guy lorx.. Guess a lot of ppl thought tt i don't have the courage to do tt.. but too bad.. they forgot tt i grew up with a lot of brothers de.. hahax.. :p
Well... usual performances.. dances.. songs.. Think they greatest performance was from the teachers.. Looks realli farmilar too.. was pondering where i've seen a similar performance.. Anyway, it's realli fun to see the teachers acting as students.. Some of them r realli natural actors/actresses.. hahax.. Lyk Mr Chia lorx, Mummy's boy.. :p But wonder y tis "boy" wearing short pants is in the same class as those upper sec students.. Maybe wearing shorts will look more boyish ba.. hahax.. But he's realli cute lorx.. got tt look.. realli hilarious.. hahax..
Well.. the other teachers aren't bad either.. lyk Mr Sharma.. realli cool horx. And Mrs Ng.. model look.. hahax.. Miss Tan looked realli sweet too.. with her 2 ponytails and the teddy bears.. hahax..
As expected.. a lot of seniors came back to visit the teachers.. Sometimes.. i realli wonder if i'll be as happy as them when i return next year.. I realli envy them for being so happy when they saw their old friends.. It's lyk.. remembering those past happy moments u shared with them.. Afterall.. as wat many ppl said, u'll remember ur friends & the special moments in sch.. but not what the teachers said during lessons.. Well.. i noe that there are many faithful students in tis batch too.. and that many of them'll come back regularly to visit the teachers.. But well.. 1 thing's saddening is tt there's a high possibility tt i'll be the only 1 among my group to come back lorx.. Seems lyk they r realli eager to graduate and leave tis sch.. to move on to "better" life.. Haiz.. dunno.. it's the feeling of being reunited with ur old friends and teachers tt makes it interesting when u return to sch after graduation..
Hm well.. went back to XHP juz now.. Actualli.. i didn't plan to go back de.. cos every yr, it seems lyk only 2 or 3 girls will go back.. Though the guys'll usually return to sch during special occasions, think i rarely talk to them oso.. Maybe cos we didn't talk much last time.. Oh well.. i didn't talk much to any1 last time oso.. super silent type.. so i won't be surprised if the teachers forget my name.. hahax..
As expected, i didn't see many familiar faces there.. Juz a few boys.. Had a hard time searching for my ex-form teacher oso.. cos it's a new building.. and everything looks so strange.. Well.. honestly.. i don't have tt sense of excitment when i returned juz now.. Other then the thought of meeting my teachers and a few ex-classmates, i wasn't realli attracted to the thought of returning.. It's lyk.. the environment which i used to study in was destroyed.. replaced by a new 1.. So i don't realli have the feeling of returning anymore.. Instead of entering into a farmiliar place and reviewing my memory of my pri sch days.. i had to visualise and try to rmb which building was located at tt particular spot tt i'm standing.. haiz.. Wonder it tt'll happen when XM moved back to the old spot in Hougang next time.. after those construction and upgrading r done..
Saw Mdm Kour.. she didn't change much.. looks as nice & friendly as ever.. hahax.. Quite surprised to see Adib there too.. cos i thought a lot of ppl from my sch isn't returning.. And there's a couple of others.. HZ,Eugene.. desmond.. think tt's all.. :( Didn't talk much to them... but guess the sentences tt we exchanged juz now was more than the number of lines we spoke to each other when in pri 5 & 6.. hax.. Oh yarx.. suddenly rmb tt there was a similar play put up by my pri sch teachers on a particular yr's tchers' day when i saw Mr Roger Tan.. Think he looked quite different.. hairstyle.. i mean.. but i can still easily recognise him de..hahax. He found me v.farmiliar oso.. cos he noes tt my brother's under him in B.B last time marx.. hahax.. Well.. every yr.. it's lyk tis.. he'll look at me.. then say.. u r the.. the.. rong choon's sister, right? But i can't rmb ur name.. I rmb u, but i keep forgetting ur name.. hahax.. Well.. think the guys told him my name when i walked away for awhile.. Then he was lyk acting.. "Orh.. yayar.. i rmb liaox, Huiqi marx, hahax.. Sorry arx, i can't realli rmb ur name.." hahax.. But it's quite obvious tt some1 told him de larx.. hahax..
Well.. Mdm Kour didn't rmb my name oso.. Maybe cos it's qt hard for her to rmb ba.. hahax.. cos chi name.. I rmb she used to call me "Hwee Chi".. n tt she keeps forgetting my name last time oso.. tee heez.. But well.. nvm larx.. glad tt they can still recognise me as 1 of their ex-students.. She said she rmb me as being v.v.quiet in class last time.. and v.weak in eng.. hahax.. Very true lorx.. but well.. think i'm not tt quiet liaox.. talk a lot now.. influence.. hahax..
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Hm.. since lyk i haven't been updating my blog recently.. For those friends who are "regular visitors".. sorry bout it.. It's not tt i'm busy mugging.. juz tt i don't realli want to talk about the prelim papers.. haiz.. Well.. those papers.. r rather erm.. challenging lorx.. tt's all i'm going to say bout it.. no point regretting which questions i answered wrongly and brooding over it..
Stayed up realli late last night to watch that Mars.. Heard tt it could be seen since 10.00pm and tt it'll become clearer as the 2 planets moved closer to each other.. Well, me,dua zia,ah di,lip kai,chun meng & xiao fang.. we went downstairs at about 10+ to seek out for Mars though we could see a v.outstanding orange star from the balcony.. Cos we weren't realli sure it tt's wat we were looking for.. so we used the binoculars to help us "maginfy" the star... Well.. it looks rather like a moon when magnified.. very round and orange.. There's a lot of dots in the center oso.. think it's the rough surface ba.. hax.. Plus the news reported that it'll look the biggest at 12.30am.. so me and dua zia stayed till 12+ lorx.. then went downstairs to watch.. Realli got a tough time trying not to fall asleep.. but in the end.. haiz.. Other than the change in position of tt star.. i can't see the change in size of it..
Well.. tis afternoon.. we started our second baking session.. As usual.. we baked cookies for the teachers.. hahax.. Tis yr's 1 is the same as sec1 & 2.. cos we wanted to make it simple.. Try imagining tis.. we got 16 containers to fill up.. and tt's about 50 cookies per container horx.. So my hse's kitchen kinda turned into a cookie factory.. hahax.. Well.. luckily.. we managed to finish filling up those containers.. and even baked extra 4 batches.. hahax.. Got a sweet surprise for our own group wor.. for tml's recess... Cannot say first.. in case JQ finds out.. ;) And we baked quite a few.. *her hermz* matchmaking cookies lorx.. 1 for each of us.. to b given to the guys de.. lol.. But well.. doubt we'll realli giv it to them anyway.. not tt i don't have the courage to pass it horx.. Juz tt i don't want them to be angry.. hahax..
The Maths lesson juz now was realli tedious.. It's not tt the topic was hard.. juz tt i'm not in the mood for lessons.. The weather's realli hot.. makes me lethargic.. Furthermore.. didn't had a good rest last night.. Was brooding over some past events.. Got scolded by my mum when i woke up oso.. for god noes wat reason.. but well.. nvm..
To Yan Ling.. ~^HaPpIe SwEeT S|xTeEn^~.. Well.. though we haven't seen each other for quite a few years.. i'll never forget the happy moments that we've shared.. Someday.. i'll let u view my blog.. and read tis entry.. To assure u tt i'll nvr forget bout u.. nvr 4get tt wat a gd pal you are..
Well.. though u r younger than me by exactly 1 week.. i've always looked up to you in the past.. The adults always say tt i'm the sensible and reserved 1.. while u r the 1 who's more playful but will take care of others.. Maybe it's quite true.. afterall.. i was v.dependent on u in the first few yrs in pri sch.. Rmb our first day of school? Upon reviewing it.. i guess we were realli lucky to be enrolled in the same primary school.. and even posted to the same class.. Guess Mrs Chew muz have been realli surprised tt we both r on such good terms on the 1st day of sch.. hahax.. Oh well.. we've known each other since.. we were born? Yea.. we were so close tt we even wore the same dress to our art class lesson during kindergarden.. Juz to let others noe that we both r inseperatable.. ;)
Well.. guess we were realli inseperatable till the start of our pri 2 life.. U started joining the other girls to play catching & hitting the guys.. Though u attempted to tag me along to join you.. but u always failed to do tt.. I'll simply stand rooted the the ground.. and watch u guys play.. I dunno y... but i nvr lyk to join in the games.. too reserved ba.. It was tt time.. when i realised tt we both are so different.. But well.. opposite attracts.. (^.^)
In primary 3.. we were posted to different classes.. and i rmb tt we were realli disappointed.. Nevertheless, we still had fun chatting on the school bus.. And i always told my other friends tt u were my 1 and only true friend.. True.. i did enjoy the company of my new friends too.. but as what u said to me once.. "Make new friends but don't forget the old.. 1 is silver, the other is gold".. I'll nvr forget these words.. and i'll never 4get how "valuable" u r to me..
At the end of pri 4.. u dropped a shocker for me.. Ur family would be moving.. and tt u'ld be transfered to another school.. I was confounded.. and devastated.. I tried to be happy for you.. when i saw how excited u r to move to ur new home.. But internally.. i was realli miserable at the thought of us drifting apart.. I wondered if sch life was the same without you around.. I wld not have some1 to look forward to chat with when i travel to school.. But i felt better when u said we could be pen pals.. I rmbed tt we even tried tt out.. b4 u realli moved out.. Though u juz lived downstairs at tt time.. u'ld drop occassional letters and notes in my mailbox.. And i wrote to u too.. v.often.. even after u moved out.. But i was realli disappointed when u stopped writing to me.. Guess you were preoccupied with adapting to ur new school.. and making new friends.. I was realli scared tt u'll forget bout me.. but the hope ignited in my heart when u return specially to wish me a happy birthday when we were 11yrs..
But as time passed.. as we grew up.. we contact each other less.. I stopped writing.. cos u didn't had time to reply my letters.. You tried to call me regularly.. but started to hesitate as i rarely take the initative to call u.. Though we haven't met for almost 4 years now.. i'll still rmb the happy moments we had.. despite how much we have changed over these yrs..
These r juz part of how i feel about our past.. Though we had ended tt particular chapter of our friendship.. but i certainly hope tt we'll write a new chapter of it.. I don't want this friendship to end.. and i have confidence.. and faith.. tt u share the same thoughts as me too.. :) Tis song.. Zhu Fu.. is specially delicated to u.. all the best in ur coming N'Levels.. I noe u'll do well.. don't disappoint us.. k? :D And don't worry.. i'll try to take the initative to call u later..
Haven't realli posted any entries lately.. But i've been writing more often in my diary now.. Maybe it's bocos of the emotions i experienced and tt it's inappropriate to post it here.. I dunno y.. but every1 keeps saying tt i smile wherever i go.. always "arm chuo".. But how many realli noes what i'm thinking inside..?.. K.. nvm..
Well.. realli disappointed today.. Got back my POA test.. and guess wat? I failed.. :( Still can't believe tt i flunk it.. K.. i admit tt i reali don't understand this chapter.. maybe cos it's theory-based.. and tt i didn't realli spend much time memorising them.. But.. it's utterly disappointing.. My best subject afterall.. And it's so obvious tt i'm depreciating in it.. haiz.. sad.. but nvm... Muz strive for an A in the prelims for POA...
Hm.. to my twin sis.. Huimin.. Happy Sweet Sixteen!! I wonder if u still rmb me as ur twin sis.. Haven't talked to u for almost 2 yrs liaox.. and haven't seen u for 3 yrs.. Hope u r doing fine.. All the best for ur O'Levels..
A Song For Lady
By H.O.T
(Korean - original)
Mi ahn hae ni gae sang chuh jot dun gut
Chak ha gi man ha dun nuh eui ha yan doo bol wi ae suh
Noon mool heul ri gae han gut
Yong suh hae yong suh hae ya man hae yo
Geu dae dduh na ga neun gae na neun nuh moo doo ryuh wot gi ae
Nuh moo sa rang haet gi ae
Han ddaen geu dae ga nae gyut ae ub neun gae
Nuh moo na him ee deul go ddo weh ro woh suh
Bi ga nae ri dun nal nan bi reul ma jeu myuh han ub shi ool ut sut yo
Geu dae reul sa rang hae yo bo go ship uh yo
Geu dael man na haeng bok haet dun gut man keum nae ga yak sok hal gae yo
Ee jae da shi neun him deul ji do seul peu ji do an eul guh yae yo
Ggok dol a wah jo yo
Mi an hae yo jung mal mi an hae yo
Geu ri go sa rang hae yo
Jae ga ee no rael myut bun ee na boo reu neun ji mol ra yo
Ja ggoo noon mool ee na suh
Oh neul geu dae ga nuh moo bo go ship uh
Na eui doo son ae nuh eui sa jin eul ggok jwi go
Nuh eui ul gool wi ae noon mool ee nae ryuh wa
Ee jaen nuh do ool uh yo
Geu dae reul sa rang hae yo bo go ship uh yo
Geu dael man na haeng bok haet dun gut man keum nae ga yak sok hal gae yo
Ee jae da shi neun him deul ji do seul peu ji do an eul guh yae yo
Ee jae neun dol a oh gaet jo nan mid uh yo sa rang hae
Han bun man dan han bun man nal an a joo sae yo
Geu dael ee yoo ro da shin ool ji an eul gae yo
Na ae gae neun ma ji mak sa rang ee yae yo
Geu dael da shin il ji an do rok gi do hae yo
(English - translated version)
I'm sorry for the scars I've given you
Making tears fall down your gentle, white cheeks
Forgive me, Forgive me please.
be so frightened if you leave,
Because I love you so much.
Once, you were not by my side,
It was too hard and lonely,
On that rainy day
I stood outside to cry.
I love you, I miss you.
I promise to make you so happy,
As much as you've made me
You'll never get tired or sad.
Please come back.
I'm sorry, I'm really sorry,
and I love you.
You don't know how many times I've sung this song,
and tears form in my eyes.
Today, I wanted to see you so much,
I held on tight to your picture with my two hands,
fell from your eyes
And now your crying with me.
I love you, I miss you
I promise I'll make you so happy,
As much as you've made me.
From now on, you'll never get tired or sad.
You are coming back.
I believe in you.
I love you
Once, just please hold on to me
For that one reason, I will never cry again.
This is my final love.
I pray that I will never lose you again.
Didn't join the others for lunch today after Maths tution.. Mum's working O.T.. so i gotta go home and prepare lunch.. *sorry guys*.. Anyway.. got a rather sweet surprise when i reached home.. Didn't expect tt my y.bro had already help me prepared lunch.. Well.. though his cooking skills still needs abit more improvement.. but tt's realli v.considerate of him.. hahax.. After trying his porridge.. (looks abit lyk soft rice to me..) we went to Hougang Mall.. Well.. he said he wanna treat me to KFC marx.. then kor oso treated us ice cream... C larx.. so many temptations.. how to resist..?.. But luckily.. they helped me eat a lot.. Guys marx.. should eat more.. ritez..? :p
Oh yar.. saw Nick Shen & Liao Ying Ying at Hougang Mall oso.. They were promoting the Sing Singapore thingy.. Hm well.. think Nick is rather gd looking.. much more gd looking than when he appeared on T.V.. He's quite tall oso larx.. (or maybe cos he was standing on the stage..??) And he got this realli fabulous tan oso.. As for Ying Ying.. her voice's realli sweet when she sang... hahax..
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Woke up by Ray's call early in the morning.. Called so early.. juz to wish me a Happy Birthday.. hax.. But well.. to Ray,CH,Mic,Shi Xiong(s).. sorry tt i didn't agree to go out today.. cos i juz wanted to take things easy..
Hm well.. guess there's not much difference with being 15 & 16 yrs.. It's only 1 sec apart anyway.. But still.. as wat Ivan said.. ur wishes might come true if u make ur wish at 12 midnight of ur b-day.. Though it's a "might".. but no harm trying.. hax.. K.. let's see what wishes i made..
- K.. u may call me stupid if u lyk.. I noe tt i've made this wish every yr this my 13th b-day.. and it hadn't came true yet.. But well.. i realli hope for his return.. miss him a lot.. If it's realli too much to ask for, i 'll change it to juz a peek of him.. Juz an assurance tt he's doing fine..
- To my family members.. hope tt u all'll be happy.. Kor.. i not it's abit unlucky tt u gotta take ur dunno wat test on ur b-day.. but i'm sure u can do well for it! ^_^ Dua Zia.. muz work harder.. and thanks for ur attempt of fattening me up.. :S I appreciate ur idea of a treat at KFC next week.. But i realli eat a lot this 2 weeks liaox.. K.. how bout this.. u help me finish half of my share larx..? hahax.. Then i go swim 30 laps after tt.. Hm.. better make tt 40..
- To all my friends who are taking their O'Levels this yr.. (including me larx..).. all the best!.. Muz work hard... and achieved as many distinctions as possible.. :D
- To my shi xiong(s).. thanks for helping me to count down yesterday night.. Ivan ge.. hop tt u & Katty'll.. *her hermz*.. :p I v.willing to be bridesmaid 1 wor.. ;) WB.. gd luck for ur A Levels this yr.. Dover.. muz make it to the water polo team wor.. I noe u got the potential to be the star player 1.. :D
- Xiao gu.. sorry tt u had to shop for 3+ hours for my prezzie.. but ended up with nth.. U asked me wat i want.. ritez? Hm.. i'll like to be the first 1 to recieve ur hong bao next yr.. ;) Okie.. maybe it's abit rush.. Change tt to 2005's CNY then.. :p *hint hint*..
- K.. lastly.. for myself.. Hm.. wat do i want arx..?... :S
*~^~Thank you List~^~*
Sl,Milene,Leon,Y.L,Linda,Ray,Cai Yun,Wang2,Wei Lun,Jess,Yan Shan,Shi Ping,Chin Pei, Heli, Trisha, sandi, Mic... thanks for all the birthday wishes via SMS & Phone calls..
Jess,JQ,CH,JY.. Thanks for tt Birthday song tt u all sang yesterday... In a v.unique location somemore.. :S
Ivan,Dover,Xiao Gu,Xiao Fang,Chun Meng,Yin Kun.. & my cousins.. for visiting me...
Jess,JQ,CH,JY,Leon,MW,SL,JM,BH,AP,YL,Melody,Felicia,Xiao Gu,Ivan,WB,Dover,Ah Di, Ys,Jl,SP,Nyein2,Wang2,Sandi,HL..for all the gifts.. cards.. flowers..
& all the ppl who kindly signed the cards... U've made my day.. ^_^
Well.. think i was realli unlucky early this morning.. Promised to prepare porridge for breakfast this morning.. Then the porridge was cooking fine.. so i went to changed into my School U first.. When i came out.. the flame was out.. so i thought tt maybe the wind blew if off or sth.. I tried relighting the flame.. but surprisingly, i didn't succeed even after many tries.. Then realised.. all the gas is used up.. :( It was already 5+ liaox lorx.. then i started panicking.. My mum & y.bro will be waking up at arnd 6.. and the porridge isn't even cooked yet?? Well.. then this (not so)brillant idea came into my mind.. i juz poured everything in the rice cooker.. wait for it to be cooked.. hahax.. Luckily.. it worked.. But think the taste isn't quite the same.. :S It took pretty long to cook too.. Only ready at 6+.. made me miss my usual bus... :(
Wanna thank some friends here..
- To Jess,JY,JQ,CH,Jac, thanks for the 2nd gift.. It's realli pretty.. Well.. i kinda expected it oso... cos.. *hermz*.. u guys' hints were so obvious.. Nevertheless.. sorry to let u all go to the expense.. I'm v.willing to be the accountant 1.. to make up for it ;)
- To YL,AP,& Some1... thanks for the prezzies.. they r realli sweet.. ^_^
(Entry made at 11pm)
Juz reached home from a mini celebration with my family members.. So glad that kor could make it though he was rather late.. Well.. i kind of insisted tt we wait for him b4 leaving.. which lead to every1 starving.. hahax.. Bcos of some reasons.. he reached home at 8.30pm instead of 7pm as what was promised.. Well.. we had to change our plans.. cos it was rather late.. Went to HM instead.. for a simple dinner.. The Jacks place was closing.. so we headed for the food court instead.. The food's nice.. but we didn't realli have a pleasant meal.. cos the cleaner kept rushing us.. cos she wanna go home.. hax.. Didn't manage to chat much over dinner.. every1 was rushing to finish their food..
Well.. we went to the kopitiam after going to the pasar malam.. Had fun finishing the desserts.. V.bloated by then.. Well.. kor kept asking me what i fancy for a gift.. but i realli don't have anything in mind... heez.. Xiao Gu called me oso.. asked me what i want.. but i realli dunno lorx.. Hm.. well.. maybe there's a thing tt i realli hope for.. but i didn't dare to say it out to them.. It isn't can't be brought anyway.. but it could be arranged..
Is the glass half full or half empty?
The Chinese O'Levels results was released yesterday.. I achieved an A2.. and a distinction for my oral.. I'm not too sure how i felt when i saw my results... juz.. in a state of confusion? Or rather.. numb.. emotionless.. Absolutely no feelings.. Yea.. i wld love to replace it with an A1.. but well.. wat's done already done.. Moreover.. think i gotta be glad too.. Didn't Mdm Chua said tt i'm v.weak in my chinese? And tt's quite true oso.. especially for the written part.. Afterall.. it's been.. almost 3 yrs since i last achieved an A for a chinese exam? So.. guess tt's an improvement too.. But well.. it's kinda sad to see so many grieve over poor results.. Guess tt's juz part of life.. But gotta rmb.... failure is nvr permernant..
Had my English O'levels Oral juz now.. Guess it was pretty okie.. But i was certainly a nervous freak.. especially when i was reading the passage.. K.. well.. i did get a slight shock when i saw the picture.. but nevertheless.. glad that i managed to apply what i've learnt in class.. The conversation was rather easy.. and i think i did fine.. cos the 2 examiners kept laughing at my funny comments.. (didn't noe i was such a joker... ) Well.. guess i'm realli lucky to have such great examiners appointed to my team.. They were realli patient.. and they smiled a lot too.. realli friendly.. Well.. guess the funny thing was that when i first greated them.. i smiled at them.. then they smiled back.. Dunno y.. but we kept smiling at each other lorx.. hax.. Maybe we were juz being polite.. And when i shared my personal experiences.. they laughed quite often too.. Seemed rather abosorbed and interested in the conversation.. Think it's the first time they i felt so comfortable communicating in Eng with a couple of stangers too.. Wonder if that's a gd sign.. But well... glad tt it's over now.. :D
Anyway.. to Leon.. once again.. HaPpY SwEeT S|xTeEn B|rThDaY!!! Hope u've enjoyed this special day.. And thanks for being such a great friend... ^_^
Went to the BK at CP after the S.S Souce Based lesson juz now.. Well.. we were kinda starving.. and i went there to restock on sweets oso.. :p Can't help it.. cos i keep dozing off in class these few days.. :(
Well.. i met a couple of my seniors.. saw Linda & a guy.. her bf, i guess.. She cut her hair.. think it's kinda a pity.. cos her hair was reali realli long tt time when i last saw her our SYF.. Well.. she still looks as sweet as ever.. ;) And i saw him oso.. with 2 of his friends.. Well.. think he didn't change tt much oso.. Still the same as what he looked lyk when we were under Coach Na.. At first.. when he entered BK.. i thought he didn't recognise me.. Then the ironic thing was tt.. one of his friends actualli finds me farmiliar? Kk.. i recognise him oso.. one of XM's ex-pupil marx.. He keeps looking over.. and even pointed out me to him.. tt's how i noe.. When the 3 of them rose from their seats and went over to the counter.. i kinda waved to him.. And he actualli waved back! Phew.. cos during the homecoming day.. we kinda walked past each other.. as if lyk we were total strangers.. When he was still in XM, we rarely talk to each other oso.. Think he only asked me a question throughout the 3 years.. Spoke more when we were under Coach Na though.. Oh well.. at least he still rmbs me.. hax.. I didn't change tt much marx... or did i? :S..
Overslept this morning.. and when my my y.brother woke me up, he told me tt it' was already 11am.. At first.. maybe cos there's this silly grin on his face.. so i thought he was juz joking.. Then i juz merely said "hax.. don't bluff larx.. it's only 7+.." But when i looked at my handphone.. nearly got a shock of my life.. The screen displayed 11am, then i double checked my alarm clock too, and it read 11am oso?? Then i was lyk.. oh gosh.. my tution class starts at 11am.. then i'm late for it!! How? Should i rush there.. cos better late than nvr, or juz not go? In the end.. i figured tt since i gotta go meet jy they all right after tution, and tt i haven't prepared my things yet.. so.. haiz.. forget it lorx.. :( Still can't believe tt i slept till tt late.. Well.. maybe it's cos i chat till midnight yesterday night.. then tried to rush through some physics questions oso.. And stupid me.. go set the alarm clock to ring at 7am.. thought tt i'm a superwoman or wat.. tt 5 hours of rest'll be enough.. :S Well.. maybe tt's sufficent for me on sch days.. but on weekends? I'll need at least 6.. Budden.. wat's done already done.. i missed tt lesson.. maybe i'll go photocopy the notes from some1 tml.. Luckily,st & trisha said tt Mdm Lee didn't say anything bout the absentees.. If it's a compulsory lesson tt i missed.. i'll realli be in great trouble.. Haiz.. guess there's always a first time for everything.. but i certainly don't enjoy this panicky feeling..:(
Well.. since i didn't go to sch.. so i accompanied my brother to Heartland Mall to settle sth.. Planned to go to dobhy ghaut to meet jy,ch&jq after tt.. Me and JQ came up with this realli brillant idea in sch a few days ago.. tt we'll have a theme for this outing.. Tt is.. all the girls muz wear a skirt or dress on tt day.. :D:D Well.. me and jq definitely don't have difficulty doing tt.. but for jy,jess & ch.. they simple don't agree... :S Well.. wat's so difficult with wearing a skirt? Then i said tt those who didn't wear a skirt'll have to do some forfeit... :p(We didn't fulfill tt in the end though..) Well.. ch.. she didn't wear it.. jess.. she didn't go.. cos of some family celebration.. As for jq.. i've already said tt she won't have difficulty doing tt.. But JY? She realli wore a skirt juz now!! hahax.. Well.. think she's kinda afraid of doing the forfiet tt i suggested.. or maybe.. cos some1 was going marx.. ;) Hahax.. i was kinda shocked to see her realli were a skirt oso.. but no doubt she looked realli nice in it. More feminine.. ;) As for me.. at first.. i realli planned to wear a skirt 1 horx.. But well.. cos my kor drove me to heartland mall.. so i gotta change to jeans instead.. Sorry tt i didn't fulfill my promise.. but well.. how to ride on a motorbike when u r wearing a skirt?? Tt's impossible marx.. I kinda gladly accept my forfeit too.. but too bad.. they didn't want to ask me to do anything.. so.. heez.. :p
Well.. i was a little late.. cos i missed a train.. Met ch,jq & jy at the dobhy ghaut MRT station.. then we were to take another train to City Hall to meet the guys.. Actualli, there should be 10 ppl going.. but in the end.. Jess can't make it.. Heli gotta settle sth.. and Jack.. er.. dunno? I thought he wld come.. but in the end.. MW & leon said tt he won't be coming.. Oh well.. from 10 reduce to 7.. quite saddening.. But nvm larx.. the outing was rather fun.. except for some parts.. :(
Jacob was pretty late today.. think he got caught in a traffic jam or overslept oso.. Well.. almost 30mins late.. Then Cadet was kind of fuming mad.. cos she realli can't tolerate late comers.. :( Anyway.. when Jac finally arrived.. she was erm.. well.. trying to control her anger.. i guess.. Then we walked quite a distance to Suntec's pizza hut.. and tried the new Cheese pizza.. It's rather nice.. i guess.. but i was rather full.. cos i had my lunch b4 i went there.. And we ate at around 3+ oso.. so.. can't stuff much into my mouth.. heez.. The guys had lunch b4 tt too.. so they didn't realli eat much.. esp.MW.. Well.. we had our gift exchange session.. We presented Leon tt "project" we spent so much time on.. and so glad tt he seemed to appreciate our hard work and effort.. :D As for Jack.. too bad tt he didn't come.. or we can see his expression.. Well.. i recieved quite a lot of prezzies oso.. And the funny thing is tt.. they gave similiar items.. hahax.. MW & Leon gave me a soft-toy clock thingy.. then the others gave me a dolphin clock.. (In which i had a similar,but smaller 1.. ;P) Nevertheless, i lyk the both of them.. The soft-toy 1 is so cutez.. and funky.. and the dolphin 1.. hahax.. sweet :p Guess u all realli noe wat i lyk arx.. Even the handmade card from leon has a pic of a dolphin on it... ^_^
Well.. we were kinda teasing the couple there.. made them sit close to each other.. :p But think cadet wasn't v.happy.. She's lyk.. rather angry with sth.. then didn't realli talk to Jac.. :( Anyway.. we tried to create some conversations for them to talk bout.. even played some guessing games.. But... haiz...
We went to the Sky Garden after tt.. There was a playground.. but too bad.. there isn't any swings there.. :( Well.. the scenry is realli nice.. v.breezy oso.. Well.. we took quite a few candid pics.. cos Cadet was wearing a skirt marx.. then muz take a pic of her in that.. ;) We didn't bring a camera.. cos Jess not going marx... then can't take a group photo anyway.. But well.. luckily, MW got his hp.. then took quite a few pics of her.. ;) Think JY wasn't tt happy lorx.. and she kept asking him to delete it.. But.. too bad.. they can't be deleted.. hahax.. So in the end.. us 4 gals took a group pic.. to make her feel better.. then asked MW to send it to JQ.. ^_^
JQ went to meet her family members after tt.. for dinner.. left the rest of us.. We went to the arcade.. and me,ch & Jy tried out this new dancing machine.. hahax.. Okie.. maybe it's not new.. but it's the first time we tried it.. Well.. think the first few trys r rather humiliating.. but subsequently, we got the hang of it.. :p Think i got addicted to it oso.. played it 3 times.. and i'm quite contented with my score oso.. Afterall.. it's the first time i played marx.. hahax.. If there's a chance next time.. think i'll try it again... :p
Well.. i could see tt Jac kept trying to talk to JY.. but she kept ignoring him.. Think she was realli fed-up.. :( Then in the end.. Jacob resorted to talking to the rest of us... haiz.. realli hope tt things b/w them r fine...
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Eh-oh.. didn't save my post juz now.. gotta type everything again.. haiz... :(
Today's National day eve.. So there's the usual pratices in school.. Bringing in of flag.. songs.. etc.. We had our inter-house cheering and games too.. It's the last chance of attaining points for our houses.. so.. every1 worked realli hard.. Well.. we were leading.. but in the cheering competition.. we did realli badly.. :( Haiz.. got 4th for tt.. This yr's cheering competition is slightly different from the previous yrs too.. Last time.. it's the cheerleading competition.. not the cheering competition.. it used to involve the cheerleaders only.. But this yr.. it requires all the students and teachers to join in.. Well.. i believe tt if it's the cheerleading competition.. we'll be able to somehow manage our top 2 positions..
As for the inter-house game.. it was quite interesting.. where 10 members from each house has the chance to play together.. Well.. there were 4 games.. 2 mix, 1 C gals, and 1 C boys games.. In the 1st mix game, we were leading.. In fact.. we won the game by being able to defend majority of our cones from being knocked down.. Well.. from the 2nd game onwards.. the other houses kinda joined forces to attack us.. :( That's already bad enough.. especially when in the last game, the other 3 houses got full marks each while we had only a big cone left.. (20 pts for tt).. Well.. it's not tt our defenders are weak.. but it's more bcos of the majority cooperating and attacking us.. To add on to that, the other houses were awarded points for joining forces to attack us??? K.. i noe tt's 1 of the purpose for this game.. but well.. it's already bad enough tt we lost so many points through the game.. Then now.. the other houses got awarded special bonus points?? Haiz..think the chances for us retaining our championship is v.slim now.. But well.. if it's all fair play tt we lost.. there's nothing i can say.. and i believe tt the Juguars'll gladly admit defeat too.. But now..... Kk.. nvm.. no hard feelings.. :(
Well.. went home straight away after tt disappointing game.. But the buses were realli crowded.. then we can't realli get on to 1.. When i reached home.. it was around 11.30.. and i only had bout 45 mins to get ready for our Dance celebration.. Well.. as a reward for us of substaining a gold.. the teachers treat us to lunch at Swensens.. We were told to meet at TM at 1.30pm.. so it was quite a rush.. Anyway.. the food there's realli nice.. I ordered the usual fish & chips.. and me,nyein,jl,varnier shared an earthquake ice cream.. Well.. we didn't noe tt every main course comes with a soup,coffee/tea, and a scoop of ice cream.. so we were realli bloated by the time we devoured everything..
Well.. after that realli heavy lunch.. the 3 Asean scholars went back.. then JL kept saying tt she wanna go home oso.. But we kept pleaded her to stay.. cos it'll be one of the last few dance gatherings.. In the end.. we said tt we'll let her off after patronizing the This Fashion beside the Swensens.. Then we were browsing through some realli cute outfits there.. and think JL got hooked.. hahax.. And she and YS came up with the idea of us picking some outfits and trying them out.. When they shared the idea with me and Yvonne.. we were lyk... er.... stunned? Cos we didn't do tt b4 lorx.. and it sounds lyk a rather daring thingy to us.. hax.. Then me and Yvonne thought of lotsa excuses to avoid doing that.. In the end, it was ys & Jl's turn to say tt we can't leave if we don't try out sth.. So.. the both of us juz simply picked a blouse each.. and tried it lorx.. hax.. No harm marx.. especially if we wanna go home..
Well.. i tried the blouse.. but didn't come out of the changing room :P I only promised to try it marx.. didn't say i'll parade in it... ;) Anyway.. some1 suggested tt we go take a neoprint.. and all of us agreed tt it's a good idea.. hahax.. For sweet remembrance marx... Well.. we waited quite long.. and took 2 pics.. so tt each of us can have a card each... ^_^
Took the A.Maths paper 2 during self-study.. and honestly, tt paper's realli tough! Much tougher than the paper 1.. Oh well.. though i got A1 for tt.. but think it'll be dragged down by this paper... :( Won't be surprised if i got a B or C when it's totalled up... :(
Anyway.. tt paper was realli tedious.. and we were realli exhausted after completing the whole thing.. To add on to that, we were realli demoralised oso.. even CH.. cos there was quite a few questions tt we didn't manage to attempt.. Then.. we still gotta go all the way to Bishan J8 to get a particular material which was v.important for our project.. Well.. from what i remembered.. there was an outlet there.. And since we r running out of time.. we need to get it fast. Oh well.. it's not tt we only went in search of it last min.. We did tried looking for it when the material provided ran out.. Me and CH ran everywhere.. from the outlet in Hougang Mall to old bookshops.. Now.. Junction 8.. And guess what? When we reached there, we realised tt the shop isn't there anymore!! Haiz.. wasted our time manz.. And we realli dunno what to do.. Can't think of anywhere else where we'll be able to get what we want.. And we were realli realli fatigued too.. then still gotta think how.. In the end.. we juz went home seperately.. Jess and CH.. me and JY.. Think every1 was realli disappointed.. We realli worked v.hard for this project lorx.. To think tt we were so unlucky.. the material's either sold-out.. or the shop closed down liaox.. haiz.. Anyway.. me and jy.. were kinda practising our english on teh bus.. and honestly, i didn't sound tt natural.. But out english oral's coming soon.. so gotta work hard.. Then half way.. JY suddenly suggested changing to bus 147 instead of bus 87.. so.. we alighted near the Serangoon Central.. Suddenly.. i rmb tt there's this particular old shop tt sells the materials tt we want there.. So.. we kinda rush there.. and hey presto, we found it!!! Hahax.. so happy manz.. after searching so many shops and malls.. we finally found the right colour!! hahax..
Woke up extra early this morning..at about 4+am.. Well.. wanna prepare a special breakfast for my kor b4 he leave for his new campus.. Budden.. think i made too much noise.. then my mum woke up oso.. heez.. Then she asked me why make such a big fuss.. then ask me go prepare for sch.. In the end.. she prepared breakfast for him herself.. heez..
Oh well.. quite suprised tt i juz gotta tap kor abit b4 he jumps up on his bed.. Hahax.. guess that's the effect of NS training arx.. everyday 5 o'clock wake up.. So guys.. prepare for it horx.. ;) Anyway.. he left at bout 5.45.. need to take MRT there.. Oh well.. kinda sad to see him leave again.. Now.. his room'll be empty again for a period of time.. Budden.. well.. nvm.. think he'll be back 2 weeks later.. juz in time to celebrate my b-day.. ;)
Well.. sch's.. as usual.. Realised tt i didn't complete my A.Maths chung cheng paper when Ms Ong said she wanted to go through.. Then i was lyk.. die liaox.. did Damai's paper.. then forget totally bout Chung Cheng.. hax.. But luckily.. quite a few others didn't do oso.. so went through Damai's paper instead.. *phew*
Anyway.. when i reached home juz now.. wanted to take my wallet from my bag pocket.. Didn't realise tt the thread for the flapper came loose.. then the whole zip thing slipped off.. :( Haiz.. spent almost 1 hour trying to fix tt zip thing.. but well.. still can get tt thing in.. I realli lyk tt bag a lot.. a prezzie from my little aunt.. Then i purposely go search for tt dolphin soft toy thingy oso.. cos it matches my bag so well.. so cute oso.. (though it's a little dirty now..) But well.. maybe go look for a bag tml or sth.. hopefully.. i can find a similar colour 1.. but haiz.. very bu she de lehx... :(
:Blog Updates: I finally found the "Dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui" midi!!! Hahax.. it's a realli nice song.. though think the actual song sounds better.. Sang long long ago by Xiao Hu Dui.. But well.. i noe it's old.. & outdated.. by it sounds realli nice lehx.. V.v meaningful.. Fell in love with it when i first heard it.. hahax.. Well.. u can try downloading it.. or juz hear tt midi in my chi midis collection.. ;)
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Attended Mdm Lee's Maths tution lesson this morning.. Well.. think it's quite useful.. though i already noe her tip liaox.. haz.. So i'll consider it as a form of revision.. Woke up rather early.. at 7+.. so i was kinda sleepy at her lesson oso.. Then we kept passing sweets... trying to keep ourself awake.. heez..
Planned to go to Hougang Mall to pay my hp bills.. Then Jess said she wanna come oso.. At first.. she said she wanna go look for.. *hermz*.. Well.. so.. we went in search of tt.. went to quite a lot of shops.. and met a few schoolmates.. Oh well.. then Jess told me that she gotta meet some1 later.. not surprising anyway.. hahax.. Cos she kept msging some1... and I managed to guess who tt person is oso.. ;) After we brought what we wanted.. and i paid my bills.. i accompanied her up to the foodcourt to meet A..(tt person she's meeting larx..) Well.. dunno y.. everytime i see A.. he's always in a red t-shirt.. :s Was sheduled to attend a wedding dinner.. so i gotta go home early to prepare.. Then Jess kept holding on to me.. wanted me to join them... But well, i gotta zi4 dong4 marx.. so odd there.. lyk a huge lamp post.. Kinda struggled to free myself from jess's grip.. then almost ran away.. abandoning the 2 of them.. ;) Well.. got smacked on the back.. but nvm larx.. think i deserved tt for teasing them.. hahax.. :p
Anyway.. in the end.. nvr go for the dinner.. cos my aunt wanna bring her daughter.. then i gave up my seat.. Oh well.. nvm oso.. since i'm kinda desperate for time to complete my homework.. and i don't even noe the newly wed either.. heez..
Woke up quite early today.. to work on sth.. Wanted to complete my maths paper in the afternoon.. but well.. my little aunt called.. and asked us to go over to her hse.. cos she needs help in assembling her new komp.. So.. kor drove me there.. on his new motorbike.. hahax.. Then my mum.. was lyk.. "Be careful horx! Drive slowly arx.. When u turn, make a gentle curve, don't rush horx! And u(pointing to me), better hold him tight arx." Oh well.. it's not the first time he's driving me anyway.. He drove me to sch once last yr.. to the Champions' night.. It's the 2nd time this yr.. so i can sort of understand y my mum's still so worried..
Anyway.. when i saw his bike.. i was lyk.. "whoa.. so stylo..".. And i realli mean it.. The colour combination is realli nice.. and it looks realli lyk those type of racing motor vehicle to me.. heez.. This 1 doesn't have a handle at the back.. and i don't have a place to hold on to.. so gotta kinda of lyk.. hug on to his waist.. But as what he jokingly said last yr, "My waist is for my beloved wife to hold on only.. " so i didn't realli hug him lorx.. juz kinda placed my palms on the surface.. But well.. it's kinda slippery.. so had a rather difficult time keeping my grip oso.. Think kor noticed tt.. then he said.. "Okie okie larx.. let u hold once..".. But well.. i kinda rejected his invitation oso.. I'm not his darling marx.. hahax.. and he isn't mine oso.. :p
It was a realli nice ride.. we stopped at the Hougang Interchange there.. to buy something at the Pasar Malam.. before making our way to my aunt's hse.. Well.. i spent about 15mins enjoying the breeze.. realli windy.. hahax.. Especially when he was driving through a rather long and straight road.. then speeding(k.. only 60km/h..).. Tt feeling was realli fabulous.. But well.. i do kinda missed the hair-streaming-in-the-air feeling.. (Kk.. enuff of tt.. it'll grow back..)
Anyway.. since we visit their hse once a year only.. so kor wasn't realli sure of the way.. Luckily.. i still rmb.. then kept shouting directions to him..hax.. K well... when we reached there.. Grandma and granddad were so happy to see us.. Maybe cos we rarely go to their house.. then they missed us a lot.. Furthermore.. well.. think they were pretty excited to see their eldest grandson's new image oso.. hahax.. :p They kept bombarding him with questions bout NS.. lyk "How's the food there arx? Used to it anot?", "The bed comfortable anot", "The training tough anot? Tiring?".. blah blah.. hahax.. Then we gotta assemble.. and answer the questions at the same time.. When we were going home.. Grandma passed me a huge bag of goodies.. wanted me to bring them home.. Then kor and i were lyk.. stunned? Okie.. i noe we should be used to it by now.. cos everytime we go there.. they'll giv us lotsa things.. But today.. we were riding a bike lehx.. how to put all those stuff?? Then my aunt was joking tt we came on a motorbike, and go home in a taxi.. After that, my bro gotta take bus there again and ride his bike back.. hahax.. Then well.. my aunt kept emphasizing tt kor was their eldest grandson.. then i'm the Ng's family eldest granddaughter.. so it's only ritex to pamper us... *Hmph*
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Went for a haircut... Well, i've been thinking bout cutting my hair since the June Hols.. but gotta keep it long for the SYF.. Now.. since the competition's over.. and that it's kinda confirmed tt we won't we dancing even if we get into top 10, so my mum kept pestering me to go get my hair cut.. I didn't dare to do so last week.. cos of the lesson learnt in sec 2..hahx.. But well.. this morning.. saw Trisha cut her hair realli short.. so decided tt it shouldn't be a problem oso lorx.. heez... :p
Anyway, my hair's realli short now.. V.bu she de... When the hairdresser snipped off my hair.. i was lyk.. *hermz*... dunno how to express.. But well.. she kept saying tt it's a pity.. cut till so short.. About 5 inches off lehx.. And my mum kept saying "shorter, shorter".. :S... But well.. guess erm.. i feel "lighter" now.. hax.. And saved a lot of time combing and washing my hair oso.. heez..
Kor came back today.. kinda surprised us.. hahax.. Cos he didn't inform us.. then suddenly.. he juz pop up at the gate?.. Hahax.. well.. it's certainly a pleasant surprise.. and i could juz see my mum's face lit up.. When he entered the hse.. and then.. we were locked in a gaze for bout 10secs.. Then suddenly.. both of us burst out laughing.. hahax.. See.. we so got mo4 qi4.. laughed at the same time.. :P Well.. i was lyk.. staring at him in disbelief.. cos i was thinking... why they shaved his hair again??? It's so short already.. and hao bu rong yi grow a little over the 7weeks.. Kor was lyk.. so happy that he finally got abit length of his hair back.. then they shaved it again?? :S
Anyway.. he was laughing cos i cut my hair oso.. Then he kept suaning me oso.. say wat.. "You used to take 20 mins to shower, now u'll need 10 mins only".. & "Gd tt u cut ur hair. Last time, u used to comb ur hair every hour. Now, comb once in the morning enough.. "..... See.. so bad.. hahax.. Anyway.. i oso said him back.. said wat.. "U used to take 20mins to shower oso. Now, u'll need only 2 mins cos u don't have to wash ur hair." &.. "U used to comb ur hair v.often.. now.. u can throw the comb away liaox... " hahax.. i'm so bad oso.. but well.. qing2 xu4 marx.. We always lyk tt 1.. An eye for an eye... :P
:Blog Updates: Added two more poll questions. It's randomize though.. so guess u gotta refresh abit to find it.. ;)
Greatly Missed
by Amy Richards
A Fathers touch, a Daddy's kiss,
A grieving Daughter, you're greatly missed.
An empty house, an empty chair,
A fathers love, no longer there.
A broken heart, Tear filled eye,
As i gazed into the sky.
Many memories in my mind,
Some I laugh, some I cry.
The times we shared, the laughs we had,
Things I miss when I think of you, Dad.
Realizing that's all I have to hold on too,
Only memories, of what once was you.
Missing your laugh, I doubt i'll ever again hear.
That is the reality that fills me with so much fear.
No more smile on your face,
No more warmth of your embrace.
The last hug, the last kiss,
The last "goodbye" leaves me with one last wish...
To have you Dad, here today,
Never to leave your Daughter this way.
A Father's touch, A Daddy's kiss,
A grieving Daughter, YOU'RE GREATLY MISSED
